my life.

my life is such that complete bullshit immediately follows my recognition of happiness.

recruiter never called me. s made me furious. can’t shake the ex-girlfriend worries.

looking forward to tomorrow. looking forward to going 1 day without stalking her on facebook. looking forward to feeling happy again and this time not acknowledging it so that happiness may continue on for longer than 1 day.

bitchy and happy.

i’m happy. i had a great day.

i’m being introduced to new people and i find myself being cold, short and kinda bitchy. i do it half to be funny and half because i really don’t feel like wasting my time. bitchy. i’ll be better tomorrow.

phone interview tomorrow. i’m optimistic.

i miss s. i want to marry him.

scatterbrained… but happy.