today i marched into a partner’s office and demanded more money. i’m reckless. i’m acting like i have nothing to lose. i think i do though.
i am in love. it’s awful. i put up with things i don’t want to. i give in, i compromise, i apologize, i cry uncontrollably, i embarrass myself. all this, riding on the hope that he just may be the one. no, all this, riding on the hope that he may think i’m the one. no, the former. both at the same time.
